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Kwisty mwisty dwisty twisty days.
By: Kristy Tan
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| Tuesday, 16-Nov-2004 00:00 |
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Awesome God.
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I hate it when I get my period. Not just cause its irritating and troublesome, but because for some reason i get extremely emotional. Must be the hormonal imbalance but lets not get too techinical here. 
So today i got my period. I've been feeling HEAPS of stress lately because of my exams. That's what i get for slacking off for the whole sem I guess. But i've never ever felt so stress before in my life. No joke. Perhaps cause I was thinking of my parents and how they'd react if I failed a subject. What they go through just to put me where I am right now.
About two hours before the exam I just had, I was feeling all shitty and fucked up. I couldn't even eat my lunch. We were at one of those shops and I excused myself to go upstairs to eat something less oily like bread or something. I actually wanted to go away someplace quiet and think things through. I was really unstable at that time. Maybe ready to burst into tears already.
So I went upstairs, to my toilet. Straightaway i felt my eyes prickling with tears. No joke. Yes Kristy can cry Panic what, what do you expect? And then i remembered God. I prayed to him. And instantly i felt a sense of calm coming over me. Yeah all you non-Christians can stop reading now rather than think scornfully "this girl is mad". After talking to God and i actually felt him talk back. Not literally but i could feel his presence. I felt his strength, confidence...
Now I know I can go through anything with God in my life. Yeah you can laugh, I don't care. I feel good.
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i get laughed at by some friends too...but it doesnt bother me...it's THEIR loss.. hehe.. HUGZ* n yes u can do all things with Him in ur life! 
i know that.